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today, i m sitting here, with my 'puter, reading some previously posted stuff, some comments, music's playing, got myself some instant tea, though it's a shame a coffee drinker turns to tea, seems i am after less high moods, and need something relaxing, that s the only thing i like about tea, the rest is colored hot water. moreover, thats it. blank. no struggle, no rush, no stress, (hey buddy, if u got no stress, why r u drinking tea, and talking relaxation?!), and i'm turning something over in my head looking at two cigars on my desk. long ones, and havent decided whether to light one yet, guess i might. cigars are cool, they make you puff and smoke around the place like a steam engine locomotive, without the whistle, though u can never imagine a locomotive without a whistle, it's the whistle that makes a train fun. simple things can give meaning to such bigger things.

So, i got no big thoughts, or no nonesense, as one of my avid vivid readers once commented, blank, maybe my mind's hibernating. like what bears do in winter. one's got to ask a bear to know how they feel during hibernation. i never been in face to face conversation with a bear, but anyways, u can comment on later and laters in case u ever do.

uh, why am i punching in these things, honestly, i dont know. people do many things and they just shrug off and go. like me this time, they attack countries for no reason, and people get killed for more no reasons, so no big deal.

i have decided to finish the book i ve started, the stories posted so ripped off and in rags on this weblog, and the other, (what was the address? guess i've forgotten the address to my other weblog, in case u recall, plz post it to me!), like so many passwords i have forgotten or secret questions! i never know, why do we crazy people make things that need passwords, why do we need to sneak into each other's stuff, people are crazy, if they ask me, i'll simply give 'em my password, (but not my credit card number.)

I guess i'm a bit worried about my weird taste, there is nothing new i can listen too, what's happened to the world, it's all rap n hip-hop, guess Don Henley's gonna do a duet with Sean Paul one of these days. or maybe a breast-show off with Britney. I don't know, u never know. then who knows?

I liked the conversation i wrote before collapsing into my bed, the other day(maybe nite), it sounds cool. i rarely like the stuff i write. i never go back n read 'em, poor those who read these things. maybe i have to change the description line on my weblog, to something more Justifying.

6 Paragraphs so far, except this one, seems my mind's functioning alright. i ve never tried drugs, personally, guess those who use drugs, have lots of fun, new thoughts, new ideas, exhilaration, ecstacy, high on clouds, i don't think i can be a user anytime, affects my focus, i'd rather stay a focused-confused, (it happens once in a life-time, when one's loaded with responsibilities, and then the pressure goes away, a feeling of weightlessness), than a drugged-unfocused-hallucinator.

7th paragraph, i'm sure most of my frequent visitors, have given up on me by now, or they are going to close their windows, but stay with me buddies, it doesnt happen every day, that u find me halo-jumping, i must try that once, after i become a pilot. of course i am not going to leave the plane and jump off, but it feels good to go down 9.8 meters per second squared, WOW! after 10 seconds u'd be travelling at 98 metes per second, that is 352.8 kilometers per hour, like there's a McLaren F1 in one's butt, still accelerating!

so, i'm going, don't shoot me, don't curse, if u do, make it a dignified curse, still, i'll be back, with more stories, more nonsense, and convos, so, till another post, u can enjoy ur time, watching Jay Leno, or some adult sites! ok ok i'm going, don't gimme that look. all people go to adult sites!